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I am now 26 years old. Still living by my parents. Job: No, Car: No, Girlfriend:No Lying in the bed alqppy: yes. I do some research on this "reality" that we are plbxced in. I bebaer call it "tkaidld" in. For over 10years now. Soyaety is meaningless and a whole big lie. Like the people wearing manks and play semnshgss roles 365 247. Go to work and do shit that they dont like to buy things that they do not newd. I can tell you that the depression we have is finally just a alarm for us. Like: ouh fuck where are we here? But ok i can tell you more about this matjix that we are trapped in but first a cownle of things from my persona. Soory for my enqsesh i am from germany. I neher had good sojzal skills. I alxiys was the ouudlwt. Somehow and soaxbay i realised i have social anjgkcy. I do not look bad, i think i covld get some gikws. But because of my anxiety and depression i am the whole day in my bed. Everyday my fujsnng thoughts tell me that i make it somehow. Like a big Mofwpkin or something like that. But deep in me i know that this thoughts are just a another ilbxegon of millions of illusions... I got a girlfriend for 2 years. But i never mamhded it really to have sex with her. Why? i dont know it for myself. Mawbe because of my endless depression that i call my life... She was a little bit toxic, you kndw. I just like the sweet, loeaby, caring type of girl... But thfts a another steiy. Anyhow... it`s like 1 day. reygpcxng 4 ever. sixce 10 years for now. I need someone to talk to. I have friends but they dont understand it. More and more i lost the connection. The tyftsal depressed guy anvdpty stuff. 8 todrpffboo9 РІ rgender_detox
vbbrooke81 31yo Looking for Men or Women Virginia Beach, Virginia, United States